Every year from the age of 4, me and my family would go to the same place every year, i loved it and so did my family. every year we went it was extra special. But every year there was tension building up towards my dad and my brother, even though we put it off it still got strong but we had fun holidays there and to celebrate these times with my father who i truelly love. We will visit there in july and celebrate those time and the life we had with him and will scatter him ashes near the sea, his much beloved place he adored.